April 23, 2010

These Ssssucks♥

Yesterday, when i'm about to headed to the parking lot, my friends and I stood upon a group of youngster. a young couple was having a fight there. i certainly sure the boys must be mat rempit. the girl hit the guy, well definately it wasnt that hurt. she was screaming and sobbing -.- it did catch many eyes. well, the security guard was there. looking. i feel ashamed for them -.-

babe, its public. that guy you are in love with is worthless. duhhh -.-

maybe its love that make her blind. maybe just maybe. disebabkan isu 'raped' semakin berleluasa, first thing that pop up in my mind when the girl start cursing and called that mat rempit "penipu, bodoh" is "dorang pernah buat kot. lepastu laki tu nak tinggalkan dia."

gila punya statement aku. seram isu rogol-rogol ni.








so malam tadi saya cuba tidur awal. pukul 12 saya dan mengadu domba kata ngantuk-ngantuk kepada kawan di ym. akhirnya saya tertidur juga. dan tepat pukul 5.34pagi saya terjaga.

its been a long time. seriously i feel stupid waiting. yesterday tak tidur menunggu. and today tidur tapi paksa mata terjaga. dengan sedaya upaya cuba mencelik. tak boleh bla boleh online terus -.- disebabkan sudah ada lappy(laptop) yang diletakkan di dlm bilik. saya di-considerkan on 24/7.

now im still waiting for the response. shit. i hate these kind of feelings. really. i wish im heartless. and i hate losing somebody. moreover, i hate myself because i am too easy to love someone with my whole heart. this things gotta stop. i wanna be heartless. no mercy.

some of my bff knew about my problems. yeah, you're good making me happy. now make me more happier so i could let go the past. funny as it seems, i didnt cry. thats cool!

tapi bila tiba tengok adegan sweet/sedih di kaca tv, baru air mata meleleh. kadang-kadang air mata jatuh tanpa sebab lepastu beria-ria menangis macam dapat tahu kekasih curang. ciss, air mata murahan. saya rasa saya nak sambung tidur balik.























sekarang baru saya berhenti mengharap dan tunggu. penat la awak -.-

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